why is lifee so UNFAIR....??? why can't ol of u see me hapy for ONCE??? why must i b treated lyk tiz???? why my lyfe is s00 MISERABLE??? why must it b me??? why can't it b s0meone else????? why must i feel tiz wen im wif ol of u??? i tot ol of u shud b d one tat i cn rely on but......
WHY???WHY???? i jux couldnt understand.... ol of u r not in my position tatz y u dont know how i feel....i hav d reasons behind ol tiz.....why cant u jux understand how i feel???? i've been 15 yrs wif u...since d day i was born...yet i still don feel it..im struggling wif,,,,
I've been very quite bout tiz...ive been holding on to my patience since another person came into d family...ive been going thru 10yrs of suffering!!!! i dont mind if you wana do tiz to me bt plz...dont do it in front of ME!!!! it is very PAIN to see it....
i always follow wateva u sae...u ask me to do tiz, i do...u ask me to join, i join, but why afta ol tiz thing, u change ur mind!!! u get angry wif me wen i follow ur desicion!!!! it is n0t my fault!!!
plz!!!! i beg u!!! don do tiz to me!!! wat FAMILY stands for????
- Father
- And
- Mother
- I
- Love
- You
I love ol of u s000 much....even more than how i love myself....mayb tiz is how my lyfe is...It cant b change....ini semua sudah di takdirkn oleh ALLAH swt... aku hanye boleh duduk diam dan menangung ini semua sendiri....kalao memang ini nasib ku,,,,aku rela...
-ayuu-
