★Rαzzίe; SEXY White Tiger Bolded with Blue Stipes that RAWRS! ★ WELCOME TO HIS BLOOGAY. ★ ®

sianz sianz sianz!!!!
thats all i could describe my day for today. why must always be me? whenever i did something wrong, people might notice me and scold me for that. but whenever i did something right, people didnt notice that? WHY?? this is so not fair. but i rmbr what Mr Razak used to told me.. "People have eyes, they tend to watch what other people are doing.." was he right..? but how come nobody notice it when i did something right?? but instead they saw me when i did something wrong,
out of from nowhere, when i happen to break the school rules..??

well, im sure whenever i get scolded from any of the teachers, some of my classmates will giggle or so ever. i dun really care seriously. at least i learnt from my mistakes. unlike some poeple. and i always admit that i was wrong. so MS CHUA, please forgive me.. i know i had dissapointed you. but please?? of all teachers, why must be you? =(

Ms Chua is really the very nicest teacher i ever knew in my secondary school life. she treated most of us like an adult. we laughs, gossips, winks and many more like what friends do. but this time round, by just doing one stupid mistake, she had dissapointed towards me.. i felt so stupid. i knew the right thing but why dunt i just get up and move?? well, i dun blame my classmates for that. its called self-confidence. i knew i had that in me. but i didnt show it. cause i was so stupid to get influence with them. sorry guys.. =( if i were to have the guts to stand up and join them, nothing of this might had happen to anyo of us..

sure, no one understands me. nobody understand what position i am in. i have a status in our school. in 1000++ no. of students in our school, only one is being SELECTED personally by our teachers. *imagine* so please. let me be myself. i miss being myself and not being someone else. so please guys, if you're my friend, please show it to me that you really care and you understand what im trying to say here.
im not being a show off or whatever.. but its the fact. i was the president of councillor and it will always be inside me till eternity. i cant change that fact.

so razzan, wake up and listen to your heart. its up to YOU.

loves.
R.R
smiling always. (: